|The true meaning of Christmas
As 2014 comes to an end, I want to thank everyone who has helped me with my orphan advocacy. Everyone who donated money.
Everyone who sent their words of support. Thank you. 2015 will be a challenging year. Hopefully the US Supreme Court will
hear my case and make the right decision; to stop the abuse of America's orphans; and hold those responsible for the abuse,
accountable. This would be the best gift they could ever give me. Abuse victims will always be victims. For our government
to recognize that orphans are being systematically abused while in the custody of a state; would be astonishing. Please stop
for a moment to think about our orphans, and how they are being treated, and ask God to help them. Merry Christmas.
I just found out from my attorneys and their investigators, that I have 22 siblings (some full blooded, and most half
blooded) What an amazing discovery. My mother was a baby-making machine. There is a show called "19 and counting" but my mother
beats this record by far. That's a lot of kids! From the results of the investigation, me and my brother are the only true
blood children from our father. 14 alive, and 8 deceased. President Obama's executive order will certainly make things
more difficult. There will be much more orphans from this decision.
|This is the response from the Vatican to Carolyn
Letter from the Vatican to Carolyn translated:
Secretary of State
Dear Sister in the Lord
We are encouraged by your feelings
of filial affection and devotion, that you have been kind enough to write a
polite letter to the Holy Father, making him part of your initiatives and
Pope Francisco welcomes
this cordial closeness, asking him to pray for the fruits of your service to
the Church, and its children; while his heart imparts the Apostolic Blessing as
a pledge of abundant heavenly favors be upon you.
I take this occasion to
assure you of my consideration and esteem in Christ.
|Vatican response came from Mons. P. B. Wells
|Pope Francis Secretary of State
|Carolyn continues to be a warrior for American orphans
|Fighting for Orphans to this day
My letter to Pope Francis
I wrote the letter in his native language of Spanish.
Dear Holy Father,
I was raised as a Catholic
orphan in the United States, in the State of Texas. I lived in some of the
worst conditions imaginable. I was forced to work hard labor from the age of 6
years old, up to 16. I suffered awful and terrible beatings and sexual abuse at the
hands of my caregivers.
Throughout this ordeal, I
constantly asked God to help me survive. I also asked God many questions; like
why nobody wanted me; and why no one loved me. I never got a response from God;
at least nothing that I recognized. I made a promise to God and Jesus that if
they would help me survive the beatings and sexual abuse, I would help as many
orphans as I could. God allowed me to survive this terror. Because of this, I
have tried to help as many orphans as possible; one at a time if necessary.
I built a website on the
internet for other orphans could learn from the help in our society, once they
leave the orphanages. My website is called: http://www.thelostchild.org. My
website has received 380 million visitors to date. I found a lot of resistance
from politicians whom I’ve have asked for help. They do not want to help the
orphans. I even asked President Obama to change the laws about how American
orphans are treated. He did not answer me. I read that you were an orphan as a
child; so I know that you understand what it means to be an orphan. So, I
wanted to ask if you can help me with this important mission. I ask for your
thoughts and prayers to help stop the terrible treatment of our orphans.
I know God hears my prayers
for help with this important issue. I will continue fighting for our orphans
until my last breath. I am but a humble sinner, and often doubtful that I'll
ever see any help. I am only able to help one or two orphans at a time; and I
will not ask for help from Catholic churches, since I know the sick and needy
seeking refuge are many. Orphans do not seem to be a priority for most people.
They are often forgotten, and have no voice in our society.
I dreamed about God when I
was younger. I dreamed that God was speaking to me, saying that I was doing the
right thing by helping orphans. God said to let people see what I was doing and
they would help me. Maybe I was just dreaming, but I was convinced it was real.
I no longer dream. I stopped having dreams years ago. Now, at age 53, I am
convinced that God's dream was real. It’s because of this dream that I continue
to help orphans. The devil has also tried to convince me to stop helping the
orphans. I refuse to allow Satan to stop my mission.
Satan was the cause of my
nightmares. As I get older, the nightmares have reduced. I know that even if no
one helps me with the orphans, I will continue to help them. One person helping
them is better than no one helping. I do not seek recognition for what I've
done to help orphans. I do not seek praise. I'm just trying to tell the world
that it’s not right to hurt orphans, like Jesus said in, Matthew 18:06 Take heed that you despise not one
of these little ones, for I
tell you that their angels in heaven always see the face of my heavenly
Father." I realize that the problems and the weight of the world are
always in your thoughts and prayers, and I have understood that requests for your
prayers are many. I hope you find the time to bless this important issue; as only
you can. This world is difficult, even for adults; but for an orphan who doesn't have
the love and support of a family, it is even more difficult. I want God to give
you strength to discuss this critical issue regarding our orphans. I am an
orphan, and you're an orphan; and for this, we understand how terrible it can
be for a child. The terrible treatment of orphans around the world has not
changed in years, and with all of the political disputes and wars being fought;
orphans will not be a priority. God bless you; and God bless the orphans.
Her grand daughter has been bugging Grandma to get a picture in a Cat Woman costume for two years now. Cat Woman is her
favorite character. 6 grandchildren and counting. Grandma loves them all.
There are no Federal Laws to ensure that American orphan children are cared for properly; nurtured and nourished adequately.
Private orphanages are not operating under any laws. Even though they receive federal money, there is no government agencies
monitoring the welfare of orphan children. For example, the Texas Youth Commission (TYC) continues to be wrought with claims
of abuse by care-givers. Senior level TYC staff members are paid large salaries, all while molesting children in their care.
TYC claims it provides no oversight to privately run orphanages in Texas. In fact, TYC is only concerned about children
who have committed crimes; not children who are wards of the State of Texas. Who is the governing body responsible for orphans
then? Organizations caring for orphans are receiving money from the State and Federal Government; yet they answer to no one.
How is this possible? If you are a ward of the state, who is responsible for making sure you're not being abused or neglected?
Why on earth would our government (State and Federal) pay money to a company, then not check in on the welfare of the children?
monitors children in criminal custody; but they have no responsibility to wards of the state?? Even Foster Parents in Texas
are not being monitored, even though they're being paid a lot of money. There continues to be a huge percentage of Foster
Parents who molest the children in their care. The children are so afraid to say anything, so the Foster Parents simply continue
to abuse, and in some cases, kill these children. Our government make laws. Our President turns around and breaks these laws.
When will these criminals be held accountable? Whoever the agency in Texas is responsible for ensuring orphans are cared for
properly; should all be fired, and sent to jail; for they have failed their tasks miserably. Voters see what's happening;
so everyone can change this during the next election. Don't vote Democrat, or Republican. Vote for the candidate who will
fix our broken government. Hold them accountable for the actions. When the people fear the government, we have tyranny. When
the government fears the people, we have liberty. Use your voices. Our world is in chaos. God is watching us destroy our planet.
God is watching pedophiles molest children. God see's it all. At some point, he will exact his judgment upon us all. We will
all have to answer for what we've done; or what we haven't done. If you hear of these businesses who are supposed to care
for our orphans; abusing them; say something about it. Don't just turn away from it. Keep in mind that you could be suddenly
killed in a traffic accident, and your children could become orphans. It can happen to any of us, at any time. Remember
that God is watching.
This is an Essay from a former Youth City Resident named Russell Mobley. He wants people to know how
life was in Youth City.
I was between the ages of 7 and
18, I grew up in a home for girls and boys named “Youth City which was located
approximately 150 miles north of Mexico and 30 miles west of Corpus Christi,
Texas (a city along the Gulf of Mexico). Youth City (formally Boys City) was
made up of approximately 30 percent girls and 70 percent boys totaling about
100 children. When I was 7 my father gave full custody of my brother Alan and I
to the director of the home named J. B. Moore. Some of the children were placed
there for breaking the law while others landed in the joint because of broken
homes. Unfortunately, I was placed there because my mother was a whore and my
father an irresponsible drunk whose temper sent 2 of my 5 stepmothers to the
hospital. Regardless of the reasons of my misfortune, the home was a hell on
earth prison for me. Therefore, as a firm believer in the theory, “What you are
is what you were when”, I will attempt to revisit a time a place in which my
mind has yet to relinquish. Although
Youth City provided me with food, clothes, and shelter; growing up in the home
taught me how to work extremely hard under punishing conditions, and how cruel
juvenile supervisors can treat another person’s child, and how a child can
never feel or grow like other children in the absence of the most vital
ingredient to life… …Love.
Upon my first
day at the home, I knew that the home was nothing short of a child labor camp
for on that day I was required to dig 4 post holes 6 inches by 6 inches by 4
feet deep for fence posts. Everyone in the home woke each morning to have his
or her locker and bed inspected for neatness. If the bed had a wrinkle, the
sheets and pillow were tossed on the floor by a staff member and its occupant
was required to make it again. Clothes had to be folded or hung the proper way,
or they too would meet the fate of the floor. During the school year, we had
assigned chores in the morning and after school we tended the flower bed around
the wing or dorm, fed and cleaned the pens for cows, pigs, and horses at the
barn, pulled weeds in the cow pasture, and worked in the kitchen after supper.
During my first three summers there, I was required to pick cotton in 100
degree heat. If I didn’t pick the required amount of cotton for my age group, I
was whipped in front of others at the dining hall promptly after supper.
The remainder of my
summers at the home were spent picking up trash on Padre Island; an 18 mile
stretch of beach on the Gulf of Mexico. Furthermore, every Saturday morning, we
had Saturday clean-up in which we cleaned everything immaculately clean from
8:00 am until noon. Only two children died while I was there and they were both working
when it happened.
One was a 16 year old (estimated) boy named Charlie Simmons who died while
taking out the trash after touching an electric fence following a thunderstorm.
The fence was designed to keep the hogs from getting out of their pen, but it
killed poor Charlie. Simultaneously, another little boy and me took a second
trash can and went around that fence to a wooden gate. As we approached the
gate, someone who discovered Charlie’s body yelled from behind the old laundry.
At the tender and impressionable age of 7,
I turned toward the person yelling and I saw Charlie’s lifeless body floating face-down
by the fence in the floodwaters. The second child was an 11 year old girl
(estimated) name Anita, whose last name I cannot recall, died while pulling
weeds in the cow pasture. Sadly, Anita had returned to her dorm on two separate
occasions complaining of stomach pain to her staff member and was subsequently
whipped and sent back to pull weeds. Anita died from a ruptured spleen in route
to the hospital. (The major hospitals then were approximately 30 miles away).
While living at
the home, I had numerous staff members and/or dorm staff members but one in
particular dominates my bitterest memories of the home, Mr. Rios. Mr. Rios was
a Mexican-American who openly
expressed his hatred for white people and
I was, unfortunately, white. With 30 boys to control (sometimes 60-plus at
the beach), Mr. Rios decided to pick 8 of the biggest and meanest boys to
domineer the rest. They were called the “special eight” because they were
allowed privileges such as watching television late, being excluded from work
details, and smoking if they wished to smoke.
One summer day
when I was 12 years old, I was picking up trash on the beach along with
approximately 60 other children from the home when I noticed that everyone was
getting water from the water truck at the 10 o’clock break. I wanted water,
too, but I was working one of the most polluted areas of the beach and I had to
pick up trash in my lane until I reached the point where the others had quit
for their water break. Since I had not had a drink of water in 3 hours and
because I knew my next drink would be in 2 hours, I was absorbingly thirsty.
When I approached the water truck, I noticed that Mr. Rios was in the front
passenger side of the truck along with a county worker in the driver’s seat. In
the back of the truck were ML and EL (abbreviated); both were in Mr. Rios’
special eight goon squad.
As I got within 20
feet of the truck, Mr. Rios turned to the driver and said something. Next, the
truck started to take off, so I made a run for the truck. As I grabbed the
tailgate and jumped onto the bumper (with my feet between the tailgate and the
bumper), the truck began to speed up. The beach where we were had numerous
little hills so the truck surged up and down violently as the truck gained
speed. Meanwhile, I caught sight of the water cooler in the back of the truck
and proceeded to get in the back of the truck. Just then, ML and EL began
profusely pounding on my fingers along the tailgate with the bottoms of their
fists. As they pounded away, I desperately continued repositioning my hands to
avoid their torturous blows. It was clear that ML and EL were enjoying
themselves from their boisterous laughter. Furthermore, I caught a glimpse of
Mr. Rios peering out of the trucks back window with his brown fat cheeks nearly
forcing the gold wire-rimmed glasses he wore off of his pudgy face as he
grinned from ear-to-ear watching me struggle for another grasp. And then, there
I awoke face down in the sand. As I got up, my head began throbbing with a
terrible pain. With my mouth still parched, I walked to the beach and rinsed it
with sea water. Suddenly, I realized that I had something wet on my forehead,
so I reached for it to find blood all over my hand. As I touched my forehead
once more, I found 2 huge lumps where the blood appeared to be emanating.
Finally, I turned to look around for the truck, but it was nowhere in
Later that day,
a friend of mine told me that he saw the whole event. He said, “As the truck
was surging up and down over the little sand hills it appeared as though you
bumped your head on the tailgate and became unconscious.” Additionally, he
said, “Your feet were lodged in the back bumper and your body trailed behind
them flapping like a flag with arms extended.” Furthermore, he said, “At that
point, the truck must have sped up more because your body began flapping more
violently.” Finally, he said, “Your limp body broke free of the truck and
traveled about 10 feet high with a two-and-a-half backward summersault landing
During my early years at the home, I remember
that on several occasions I would go (hide) to weep and ask myself questions
that no child should ever ask himself or herself. The questions were like this:
“Why doesn’t my mom or dad want me?” Why did they leave me here?” “Did I do
something wrong to send them away?”
However, after over 3 years of absence of my father and 10 years of
absence of my mother, the questions just faded away. My parents didn’t even
send a card at Christmas. (Sometimes I
was sent with strangers for Christmas but most of them were perverted.) Later
on in my sentence at Youth City, my Dad resurfaced but my mother did not
reappear until I was 17 years old. As I grew up, I knew that I was different
from other children in school for they had mothers and fathers at home who
cared for them and loved them. On the other hand, I had no one who cared if I
did or didn’t join the football team, no one to say “That’s my boy,” and no one
to hug or love with joy.
In summary, Youth City provided me a place to
stay, but taught me many cruel lessons and left me with many scars. These scars
are not visible to the naked eye; still, they shall be with me until the day I
die. Furthermore, the misfortunes listed
here are but plankton in a sea of terrible misfortunes that occurred to me
and many others at Youth City. Finally, even though I know one should not dwell
on the past, I also know that one is of their past and can never fully escape
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You know things are getting bad when people are seriously considering the impeachment of Obama. (click here for story):
This article should come as no surprise to anyone who ever lived in Texas:
Ever wonder what kind of people Texas hires to be Child Protective Services staff? Take a look at this shocking video:
President Obama promised to stop this earmark abuse, but has done nothing to make this happen. I fear that
with the massive budget deficit we're facing, Washington's answer to this is to keep printing more money. This will only serve
to further de-value our currency; and it may force nations like China to demand collateral for the massive loans they've made
to America. It's just a matter of time before the dollar collapses. How will our government guarantee these loans China made
to the US? It's definitely something to think about. Our government is lying to its citizens. So long as government officials
continue voting themselves pay raises, and world class healthcare for themselves; they will continue to lie to us. Former
orphans like me understand that government officials like ours will never commit themselves to orphan reform because it doesn't
translate to financial gains for themselves. This is why all of the government doors were slammed in our faces when we asked
for help. I was told to contact a priest when I wanted copies of my adoption records. Why do I need to talk to a priest? This
is just an example of how idiotic the system really is. It is a huge pill to swallow for all of us. Tell me your thoughts
about all of this. In spite of all of the evil around us, my faith in God will remain intact. Hopefully there is someone in
Washington who will stand up for what's right without being biased.
There have been 7 Presidents of the United States since I started asking for help for American Orphans.
None of these Presidents made the plight of Orphans a priority or a concern. Our elected officials continue to thumb their
noses at orphan rights and care in the United States. Martin Luther King Jr., gave his life for the cause of civil rights
and equality for all; but everyone forgot about the civil rights of American Orphans. American Orphans come in all colors
and backgrounds., and many of them are treated worse than the slaves of the past. Even though child labor laws were created
to protect kids, orphanages around the country (especially Texas orphans) continue to force children in their care to work
hard manual labor to benefit their organizations; not the orphans. It would be nice if someone in Government would speak about
this critical issue; but I don't hold out much hope that they will. The American people obviously care about this, but our
politicians simply don't consider this to be an important issue. So kids like me will continue to be abused while in the care
of their state. Most people know that orphans are abused and mistreated by their care-takers. The stories of abuse and neglect
are quite prevalent. Here in Colorado, voters recently recalled 2 State Senators because these Senators stopped listening
to the voters. The issue was Gun Control. Unfortunately, our elected officials continue to forget about our orphans, as though
things like Gun Control are more important than the abuses and deaths our orphans suffer aren't really that important. There
are laws in place to protect our orphans, but they are never enforced. There are agencies who are supposed to oversee Group
Homes and Orphanages, but they rarely inspect these facilities. So what are these kids supposed to do? God didn't forget about
me while I was an orphan. Gov. Rick Perry tried to cover up that I was a Texas Orphan. I used to ask God to just let me die,
so I could escape the abuse I was suffering. This happened to me here in America; and not some foreign country. Any Social
Progams for our orphans will cost money to fund, but when our government spends trillions of dollars on pork-belly projects
they (not voters) want; it would be very easy to fund some simple orphan care projects to ensure we don't forget about
the most vulnerable among us. Hundreds of my readers have suggested a gathering of former orphans. Some have recommended a
march on Washington DC, to bring attention to the plight of American orphans. I have the necessary evidence to bring to our
governments attention; so at least there is documented case of abuse to show. I'm not trying to bring chaos to America, but
with 380 million hits/visits to my website, there are plenty of people who would support such an effort. Thank you everyone
for your care and concern.
I've noticed several different petitions making their way through the webisphere for the impeachment of both President
Obama, and Texas Governor Rick Perry. It seems that both of their approval ratings have plummeted to all time lows.
I guess Americans are just plain tired of the numerous scandals with Obama; and the "Pay-to-Play" cronyism politics Rick Perry
thrives on. I think everyone knows how I feel about both of these guys; so I would strongly recommend to anyone reading this,
to sign up for any of the many petitions floating around. If enough people speak up to let Congress know; maybe they'll do
something about it.
Pres. Obama calls people who were involved in the recent school shooting, but he can't even acknowledge calls to change
the way our orphans are treated. He makes comments about Trayvon Martin; but he refuses to say anything about the travesty
that is the dysfunctional care orphans receive right here in the US. Gov. Perry refuses to do anything about Texas orphans,
all because they are too young to vote, or contribute to his campaign. God is watching all of the abuse these orphans (like
me) endure, and even though God warns us in the Bible not to hurt little children; it's clear that our nation doesn't care.
I have 360 million hits on my website, so it's clear someone is listening. I will continue to speak up and fight (if necessary)
for the rights of orphan children here in the US. I do care about foreign orphans as well, but I think Americans should care
for American orphans, before sending their money abroad. I asked Pres. Obama what his thoughts were regarding the way US orphans
are being treated/abused, but he refused to respond to me. He refused to respond, because he doesn't care; just like Rick
Perry doesn't care.
I don't know how many of you watch the Steve Wilkos Show. You should take a look at his show when you have a chance.
Sometimes, his shows are kinda crazy; but he also has shows about kids being abused, molested and mistreated. For example,
today's show had two completely retarded parents, who placed their child in an industrial dryer; kicked the child in the face
with steel-toed boots; flicked pennies at the child's head, and yet neither of them felt they had done anything wrong. Where
do they find these idiots? As bad as foster care is, these kids would've been better off being in foster care, than with their
parents. Hat's off to Steve Wilkos for his advocacy.
Read this link, and you'll see the main problem with our judicial system. It's judges; and their arrogance. Many judges
have a "God-complex." They think they can do whatever they want to whoever they want, whenever they want, without any retaliation
against them. Although my case is not similar to the case mentioned in the link; it does clearly show the same corruption
I experienced with the judges involved in my case. One has to wonder if these judges will ever be held accountable for their
actions, at least here on earth. It is truly a sad state of affairs.
Don't get me wrong; I have hispanic heritage in my family and my bloodline, who came to the US legally years and years
ago. However, I don't care what race someone is, if they break our laws, they must be held accountable. Instead of trying
to write new immigration laws; just enforce the ones we already have. What's the purpose of these laws, if they're not enforced.
If our current laws aren't enforced, what makes us think new laws will be enforced?
Try to guess who the real minority is in America? You might be surprised.
|Current US population by ethnic diversity
As you can see from the chart, it is the Native American's (the true Americans) who are the true minority.
My own Native American heritage is Blackfeet. My husband is Chickasaw. Shortly before Obama was elected to his first-term,
he made numerous statements about how he was going to help Native Americans rise from poverty and despair. He has since done
little or nothing to fulfill those promises. Thanks to organizations such as the American Indian College Fund, Native Americans
are being given opportunities to go to college. Unfortunately, poverty and despair are rampant within tribal communities.
Without sufficient opportunities to succeed, this despair will only proliferate. Use your voice, speak up, and tell President
Obama to keep his promises.
Kids - Don't be afraid to tell someone if something bad happens to you; or if someone bad tries to do something bad to
you. Don't try to conceal it, as it will only tear you up inside. It may not seem like anyone cares, especially when we have
so many government people who don't care about kids anymore; but someone will listen. I asked Pres. Obama several years ago
to step-up and help kids; especially kids who have been abused, orphans and foster kids; but he chose not to do anything.
His wife just likes to talk about kids who are obese; not kids who have been abused, molested or worse. There are good people
out there who will really help you. If the first person you tell doesn't want to help, then ask another, and another. Don't
give up. Tell a police officer, tell a school teacher, tell a fireman, tell your doctor.
Don't try to get the President to help you. He will not help. God says to turn the other cheek; but if you're being molested
or abused; you do not have to allow this to continue. Don't worry about being disowned, since my family did this to me, after
I refused to keep my abuse a secret. Anyone abusing you, doesn't deserve you anyway. Some times its better not to have a family.
I didn't have a family, and I turned out just fine. Remember, God warns people who hurt kids, that they would be better off
wrapping a large stone around their necks, and be thrown in the ocean, than to hurt a child. This has to stop. President Obama
will not do anything to help, so long as his own kids are protected. So don't count on him for anything. Hopefully, the American
people will find a way to make kids a priority at the next election. In many other countries, paedophiles are immediately
executed upon conviction. The US should do the same.
Lord..please help with all the children, especially those being abused, molested, orphaned or in foster care; as they
are the most vulnerable among us. Please tell our government to stop protecting paedophiles in the courts, prison and on the
Matthew 6 : 5-6
6:5 - “When you pray, you shall not be as the hypocrites, for they love to stand and pray in the synagogues and in
the corners of the streets, that they may be seen by men. Most certainly, I tell you, they have received their reward.
6:6 - But when you pray, go into your
room, close the door and pray to your Father, who is unseen. Then your Father, who sees what is done in secret, will reward you.
I think the Preachers of Mega-Churches never used these verses in their sermons. Makes you wonder, huh?
I don't think God intended for churches to be businesses. I don't think that's what he had in mind.
|Pope Francis and Marilyn Monroe
Did you know that the Prophet Muhammad (Prophet of Islam) was orphaned at age 6?
**30 July 2013**
When the Pope himself has to remind people to exercise "Social Humility" especially when it comes to Orphans and
Widows; that really says a lot about our society today. As a society, we're all way too wrapped up in ourselves; our jobs;
our interests, that we have forgotten the most vulnerable of all; Orphans! They are without families, without love, without
personal guidance; left to their own devices in most cases. More importantly, their "Parent's" (the State that has custody
of them) consider them a burden, an added cost, and more trouble than they're worth. This poor attitude about them seems to
have proliferated throughout all of government, and down to ordinary citizens. The giant mega-churches dotting American cities;
who should be doing more to help orphans, seem more interested in mansions and Cadillacs for their preachers. Take a look
at how many States in America have Orphan Programs worthy of mentioning. Do they offer after-care programs; Life-Skills Programs;
Education benefits; Therapy, etc? There are no states that offer these essential services. Texas happens to be one of the
worst, in terms of how it treats it's Orphans. Texas even tries to cover-up its orphans, in case they're abused and say something
It's going to take ordinary people like you, to stand up and say something. President Obama has made numerous promises,
but kept only a few. His promises about the wonderful things he was going to do for Native Americans never panned out. I've
personally sent him several letters asking how he could improve American Orphans lives. He answered none of these. It's politics
as usual I guess. Since I didn't donate to his campaign, I shouldn't expect a response from him. It's definitely something
to think about. I hope each of you reading this will take the time to write to your Congressional representatives, and ask
what's being done about this huge problem. I think you'll be surprised when you don't get an answer.
Why aren't there better news channels? All of the news channels like CNN, etc change shows every 30-45 minutes, and each
of them tell the same stories over and over again. I think it's terrible. Just tell us the new stories once, and move on to
|Born to be an Orphan
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|Jack and Donna Harris with their son Scotty
|They were going to adopt me in 1973, but changed their mind
Jack and Donna Harris of Corpus Christi Texas took me out of Youth City quite a bit during 1973. They expressed
an interest in adopting me. Unfortunately, Donna Harris suddenly changed her mind about adopting me. She didn't want
anything to do with me, even though I was only 11 years old. Jack was a great father-figure and quite the opposite from Donna.
Once Donna refused to adopt me, I was taken back to Youth City. Of course I was emotionally crushed. I still stay in touch
with Jack Harris to this day. Jack divorced Donna a few years after returning me to Youth City.
105 children rescued from child prostitution all across the US. The story says that a majority of these kids came out
of Foster Care, but it doesn't mention any orphans. This happens because of the lack of after-care for foster kids and orphans
once they leave State care. State and Federal government are aware of the risk to these kids, but do nothing about it. These
governments don't even track these kids once they leave state custody. They continue to ignore the problem, and things like
this will continue to happen.
|Carolyn court document shows her birth 28 Jan 1963
|Carolyn new birth certificate shows 23 Jan 1962
|See how easy it is for the State of Texas to manipulate birth records?
Due to their political contributions to various Texas officials; and their relationship with organized criminal elements,
the MacKenney's were able to change my birth date without difficulty. How is a person supposed to know how old they are? My
biological mother clearly stated my birth date was 28 January 1963, but my new adopted parents changed the date, adding a
year to my age. My new adopted mother's birthday was 28 January, and I can only speculate that she didn't want my birthday
to be the same as her's. How does someone do this? With money, you can do just about anything. They also changed my son's
birth certificate as well; after they kidnapped him from Texas Children's Hospital.
Many of the people who adopt orphans today, do so for monetary gain, since the Federal Government offers huge financial
incentives to adopting families. In my own neighborhood, a nearby family adopted 6 kids, and they are often overheard bragging
that the money they received from the government was used to pay off their house, and the purchases of their new RV and Sport
Utility vehicles. People wanting to adopt should do so from their heart; not for the money. The government allows this practice
to continue unfortunately. Once these people adopt, noone from the government ever follows-up to ascertain the well-being
of these children. In many cases, these children suffer untold abuse at the hands of their new adopted family, just as I did;
and noone from the government ever knows about it. People need to speak up about this travesty. Thank you for listening.
Why is the US Government spending so much time and money on trying to make new laws to help with Gun Control? Why don't
they just enforce the existing laws? Everyone wanting to buy a gun should go through a background check, regardless of where
they buy the gun. Felons and mental people should not be allowed to buy guns, no matter what. Criminals are going to buy guns
from other criminals regardless of the laws. Law Abiding citizens who leave guns unsecure in their homes, so kids can access
them should be prosecuted to the fullest extent of the law. There should be no preferential treatment for anyone, including
law enforcement and military personnel; since they flip out and go crazy too. Focus the new laws on putting child molesters
and paedophiles away for life; or exterminating them before our tax dollars are spent caring for them for life. Everyone is
saddens about Aurora Colorado, Sandy Hook Elementary, and many other places where crazy people commit mass murder; but the
real question should be "Where did these crazy people get the guns they used?"
Enforce our current laws! Quit trying to make new ones. Position some ATF agents at gun shows to enforce background checks
before a gun purchase can be made; and make sure the gun vendors have background checks too.
As long as psychiatrist keep prescribing mind altering drugs to kids, which give the child suicidal thoughts, we should
expect kids to behave the same way some of these shooters did. I believe that boot-camp works wonders; before trying
mind-altering drugs on kids. As soon as mental professionals discover someone with homicidal tendencies; they should immediately
notify law enforcement. The government should let grandparents intervene with these troubled kids, especially when both parents
are dysfunctional. Grandparents are more mature, and have a way of instilling discipline, without abusing kids. Give grandparents
By the way, whatever happened to the welfare-to-work programs? Instead of granting generational welfare benefits to families;
limit these benefits as an incentive to return to work. Otherwise, grandparents; parents, then their adult children will continue
to sit at home drawing benefits for life. There has to be a way to get people back to work. President Obama continues to use
the welfare benefits to expand his base of constituents. Shame on him.
I think that every law student graduating from Law School, should have to work on cases for the poor and indigent before
being allowed to start charging legal fees. This should be considered mandatory servitude to teach them humility and humanity.
Poor people trying to locate pro-bono legal services often encounter months/year long waiting lists to access these services;
or they are never able to access them. Agencies such as Social Services, CPS and other have legal counsel on their staff,
to protect them when they make big mistakes; but poor people have no one. If poor people could have access to legal services
before big problems arise, it will certainly help reduce problems before they escalate. In many cases, CPS and Social Services
act as Judge, Jury and Executioner, and can ruin entire families, just based on their own opinions. As we have witnessed many
times, many of the case workers in CPS and Social Services are former drug addicts, alcoholics, who are apparently recovered,
and have been given positions in these agencies to help with their recovery. How does being a recovering addict qualify someone
to be a case worker?? It doesn't. In many cases, families rights are being denied or violated because of case worker ignorance,
or lack of knowledge. Where are these case workers training and qualifications? They are nonexistent in many cases. We know
of a case worker who was formerly strung-out on dope, who was given free housing, then given a job as an intake specialist
at Social Services, with zero qualifications. She still sells illicit drugs, even while being employed as an intake specialist.
This system is broken for this to be allowed. No one has looked into this problem to care enough about fixing it. Using people
coming out of rehabilitation is clearly not the answer. They should use qualified and school trained people. Child Protective
Services does not protect kids. They have another agenda. We have seen some CPS staff sitting on the floor eating free food
with endangered children. How is this protective? It's not. These individuals tell management what they want to hear; and
these individuals are the ones teaching classes to at-risk kids, or young adults. That's not really setting a proper example
is it. Meanwhile these CPS workers often fly under the CPS radar with their own kids. How ironic is that? Its the same as
having a wolf minding the sheep. How can this be in the best interest of the child? It's not! This is our system for protecting
children; its broken and dysfunctional.
***12 October 2012***
The Department of Justice's Criminal Division told me today that kidnapping is not a federal criminal offense; even though
it is listed in the Federal Penal Code that it is. It's obvious they do not want to help me. Truly a sad day. I've been forced
to tweet Michelle Obama asking what her husband is planning to do to help orphans. The system continues to abuse orphans,
and continues to victimize orphans. Who is left for us to contact? If you contact Texas, they will say you never contacted
them. If you contact the Department of Justice's Criminal Division, they will tell you that federal crimes are not federal
crimes. What are current and former orphans supposed to do? There is a homosexual African-American secretary at the Criminal
Division who will do his best to dissuade you from asking for assistance; and he will encourage you to contact the FBI, in
an effort to avoid having his agency over-worked. This is your tax dollars hard at work. Of course, this is my opinion and
my experience dealing with the Criminal Division. My gay friends called to confirm the secretary is gay, then they hung up
on him. They said he was a "Flamer," but I'm not sure what that means. Nevertheless, if the state of texas refuses to help,
and the federal government refuses to help; what are we supposed to do? Orphans and former orphans rights must be addressed
at some point in order for us to be heard, otherwise, we will continue to be abused and neglected. If you're contemplating
donating money to organizations claiming to help orphans; you should be warned that many of them really do not help actual
orphans. Remember, I have been researching this for 30 years, and I have seen it all. Perhaps I know too much, and this could
lead to my demise. If I am erased and discarded, hopefully someone will pick up where I left off. There is a major cover-up
regarding the mistreatment of orphans; plus the money generated for orphans; and state and federal government. Watch
Carolyn is now on Twitter. Tweet your thoughts to her @casosbee. Those of you watching the news saw Governor Perry dropping
out of the Presidental race. Carolyn kept asking him to explain his record of poor orphan care in his state; and to explain
why he is drawing his retirement pension, along with his regular salary; while campaigning for President. Hmmm! The list of
illegal activities he is committing continues to grow. Eventually, Texans will wake up. We hope the US Attorney will reveal
its investigation results against Rick Perry soon. Carolyn's case will be among these.
*Quote of the month*
"Your worst enemy is often yourself"
Watching TV tonight, I saw a show called "Black in America." Some of them made reference to slavery, even though this
is 2012. Everyone needs to understand that even white people have been slaves. I was treated by Texas just like a slave; having
been forced to work in cotton fields; trash pickup details, and other labor details, without ever being paid one thin dime.
I was also beaten regularly, raped by care-takers and abused repeatedly. I have close friends of virtually every race; and
don't have a single prejudiced bone in my body; but it saddens me to hear some blacks still making reference to slavery in
2012, when I know they have not been involved in slavery themselves. Skin color has nothing to do with slavery any more.
|Carolyn MacKenney Sosbee
|Age 51 March 2013
|Carolyn at the lake
|4 July 2013
|Carolyn 4th of July
|Prosperity Lake Colorado
One might think that at 51, Carolyn would be slowing down, but they would be wrong. She continues to pursue the State
of Texas and the Federal Government to force them to change the current policies governing orphan children in the US.
|Carolyn at 51 years old
|March 2013 mild winter in Colorado
Why is it that paedophiles get over? Why do molesting Priests get over? Our society has become so nonchalant about these
predators. They live among us, in our neighborhoods, and cities; close to our schools and shopping centers, mingling with
our children. Even when their convicted of molesting a child, they are segregated in prisons, protected and treated with care.
Our system has forgotten about the victims of these monsters. How do they have any rights? Their victims obviously don't have
any rights. Did you know that in the Middle East and other places like China and Russia (even developed countries); once a
sexual predator is convicted in court, they are immediately taken to another room, and a 50 cent bullet is fired into their
brains. There is no tender care for them. Imagine how much money is being saved by this immediate solution. No appeals,
no nothing. It also sets an example for other would-be predators. Unfortunately, our government officials believe that
these perverts need to be cared for with gentle hands. Our politicians are almost as dysfunctional. Just look at Anthony Weiner,
and Elliot Spitzer, who's infidelity is now on the front page of the news. It's no surprise that they think people will
simply forgive them. Washington, and other state governments are full of corrupt politicians. Pres. Clinton set a terrible
example for Americans with his sexual antics. Our government needs to take their gloves off when dealing with sexual predators.
They can't count on judges to convict the creatures, since there are also judges out there who are sexual predators. Who can
you trust? No one apparently. There is only one way to deal with a sexual predator; deal with them in a manner consistent
with their crimes as harshly as possible. This would definitely serve as a deterrent for other monsters. Americans need to
stand together on this. Children are precious in the eyes of God. They are his favorites. Our system doesn't feel the
same about our children unfortunately. It saddens me to know that I had to go outside my own country to find a
law firm that was willing to fight for me and other abused orphans in the US. Wish me luck!!
|Carolyn Christmas 2011
|wishing all orphans could tell Gov. Perry what its like to do without Christmas
|Carolyn in the snow 2011
|Holding the torch for Texas Orphans
|Carolyn playing with Christmas bunny
|Happy Holidays everyone
For every tear, He is there. God hasn't forgotten, so please don't forget the children. Click here and listen as a reminder:
Thank you to all 36 million (and counting) visitors to our website.
We have written another book about the evidence surrounding my case. This book is available on Amazon Kindle and is called
"Born to be an Orphan." This book simply shows the evidence we've accumulated over the last few years. I hope you will take
the time to read it, and support our cause.
|Carolyn, age 49
Note from Dr. Tommy Sosbee
From the first day I married Carolyn, she has refused to stop fighting for her
rights, and the rights of other Ward's of the State. 38 years of injustice is a long time for anyone to endure, and a weaker
person probably would have succumbed by now. Child Abuse is never justifiable, regardless of who commits it. She will
not be forgotten or ignored. I will see to it that she is not forgotten, and will spare no expense to fight this with her.
Please take a look at Carolyn's movie as a tribute to kids who didn't make it out.
click here to play Carolyn's video
Carolyn's battle for full disclosure continues. She appreciates everyone's support. Her book "Can They Hear
Me Crying" will be available online and in bookstores soon, and she would really appreciate you reading this fascinating story.
We have discovered that the investigation and case has experienced some major Texas Government interference.
Don't trust the State of Texas as they have their own best interests at heart. Remember what the Bible says:
Matthew 18:6 "But whoso shall offend one of these little ones which believe in me, it were
better for him that a millstone were hanged about his neck, and that he were drowned in the depth of the sea."""See that you
do not despise one of these little ones, for I say to you that their angels in heaven always look upon the face of my heavenly
Matthew 19:14 Jesus said, Suffer little children, and forbid them not, to come unto me: for of such is the kingdom of
Governor Perry should read this. Don't try to re-victimize victims. Ward's
and Orphan's are always forgotten.
Seeing Governor Perry running for President reminds me that Evil still walks among us.
|Watching and Waiting
|She cries for those already lost
|Carolyn is fighting to change the law
I have received an overwhelming amount of responses to my website; and it is my intention to try and respond
to each of you. I know how difficult it must be for each of you who went through this system at Coastal Bend Youth City, since
I went throught it too. I ask that you please try to have patience. I have been fighting for this for 38 years now, and am
finally getting the results of these labors. I apologize to each of you that I have not had an opportunity to talk to yet.
I know that you are victims, and victims have every right to be pissed off. I have received so many emails from others, with
herrendous stories of abuse, rape, and torture. Just remember that God don't make no junk. You are somebody, and you have
a voice. Through my on going efforts with the State of Texas, I am demanding a full accounting and disclosure for every child
in an institution such as Youth City, and hope to have an official commision assembled shortly that will be able to answer
everyone's questions; without any stigma of blame attached. Many of you are describing the inability to locate records from
the State that you were ever there. I can assure you that there is most likely a record of your stay located in the archives
at the State capital. Also, if you were baptized at any of the local churches around Youth City, there is a record of this
as well. That's what I did. Keep the faith and don't give up. I have talked to some of you and have heard that in your desparation,
you may have been considering suicide. I ask that you understand that suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem,
and if any of you are religous, you know what suicide will result in regarding your soul. We are a unique group of traumatized
individuals, and often we find that even loved ones will not believe our story. We must keep our faith strong and never give
up. I hope and pray that each of you will remember what happened, and that this cover-up by the State is coming to an end.
Through our efforts we can ensure that this never happens to another child again. Keep them in your thoughts and prayers. I've
discovered that many of you were not classified as "Ward's of the State," and if you were at Youth City as a foster child;
the State did not have a legal responsibility to maintain any records of your time there. Please leep this in mind when trying
to locate documentation.
My website is for all kids who for one reason or another find themselves abandoned, or in State Care. You
need to know that you do matter, and that there are people out there who really do care. I will not stop trying to help other
kids going through the same system I did. The State of Texas can try to slam the door in my face; but I will keep knocking
on the door until someone opens it. Beware of predators; they might seem like a friend who listens, but be careful.
The State of Texas must understand that they cannot simply ignore the Ward's of the State in their care.
They cannot try to erase their records. They cannot abandon them. They have a life-long responsibility to Ward's of the State,
because the State serves as the child's parent. Kids don't just disappear when they push a button. There must be after care
My adoptive mother and father were severe alcoholics; and someone from the State should have seen this during
their assessment....Oh wait" the State never conducted an assessment of my adoptive parents because they were wealthy. There
is a double standard in Texas when it comes to adopting a child. The State doesn't ask rich candidates questions like; "Are
you a pervert," or "Are you a Child Molester," or "Are you a drunk;" but an average couple gets asked these type of questions.
|Carolyn - 17 May 2010 - 48 years old
|After meeting with some local kids
I continue to meet with at-risk youth in my local area to let them know that they do have a voice; and to
make sure they know that there is always hope.
As you read through my website, you might be asking yourself why someone like me does what I do? Honestly,
it's because, unlike the State of Texas, I care about what happens to kids...all kids, not just one or two. I don't ever want
to see what happened to me, happen to another child anywhere in the world; and especially not in Texas, or the US. I have
been able to develop a very unique sense which allows me to be able to know if someone is a pervert, just by asking them a
few questions. As long as the State of Texas continues to hire perverts to care for Ward's of the State, my work will continue.
There are literally thousands of people dealing with children at the local, state and federal levels who have somehow slipped
through the cracks, and are now somewhere in a position to molest a child. They think that no one knows; or that they won't
get caught; but I can promise you (if you're a pervert, and you're reading this) your day is coming. The reason I survived
the years of abuse, torture and molestation while I was a Ward of the State; was because I refused to let it beat me. I was
determined to fight back and tell anyone who would listen. Unfortunately, when I told Senator Cornyn and Governor Perry, they
both tried to act like they were doing something to help; but neither of them did anythng. You might ask how I have been able
to stick with this twisted issue for so long; and it's because we can longer afford to ignore these deviant people being placed
in charge of Ward's and Orphan's. There a thousands of child care facilities throughout the State of Texas; and most, if not
all, operate to make a profit, and not necessarily to take care of children. The State of Texas facilities are no different.
Youth City was trying to make money by allowing the children there to work in the fields, and collect revenue for this. The
priority should have remained the care of the children.
Families considering adoption should be more strenuously screened to ensure they don't have any dirty secrets
that might endanger a child. I know that with Judges, Doctors and Lawyers; and even priests being charged with child molestation
these days; there needs to be a more rigorous screening performed on any one that may be exposed to a child. This is a very
twisted world these perverts live in. It has taken me a lifetime to learn what those tell-tell signs of perversion are. I
have also learned that once your a pervert, you'll always be a pervert. This next step should be to take all of the
perverts to an island that can only be reached by plane or aircraft, and leave them there to survive; with all of the other
Over the years, all types of mental doctor tried to figure out why I was angry about what the State
of Texas did to me; but their problem was that they had never experienced what I had as a Ward of the State. So how could
they analyze me?
Today is Mother's Day, and I am with my children and grand-children. My husband is in Iraq doing his part
to preserve our freedoms. I survived the State of Texas because I had a strong will to survive, and because I refused to give
|Houston we have a problem
|Houston Carolyn has landed.
26 February 2009 - Today we're in Houston Texas meeting my son George. It has been truly amazing to finally
see my son after all of the years that have passed. He understands what happened, and how we were separated so many years
ago, and how long I have fought to find him.
Sadly, after meeting my son George, we quickly realized that he and his girlfriend were only meeting with
us for financial gain. It appears as though they were deceptive, and attempted to manipulate the situation for their own personal
gain. Once we discovered this, they quickly wanted nothing else to do with us. Clearly it looks my adoptive parents trained
Fox26 News asked to see my documentation regarding my fight with the State of Texas, and I felt good that
just maybe they might be willing to tell my story; but unfortunately they now have cold feet and are backing out on spreading
the word. Such a shame.
I'm waiting to hear from the State. Judge McDaniels couldn't destroy the microfilm the State keeps in its
archives. Officer Vera was taped claiming that he found these archived records. He also claimed that he had never seen anything
like this case before. He did not know that I was taping his entire conversation. When the State asked me to send my declaration,
I wrote 6 pages, and overnight mailed it to Austin Texas. The last phone call I got from Judge McDaniels was that he wanted
me to wait until he was dead to publish this issue; I've seen not only my issues being discussed, but others being
discussed as well. I came from trash, and I continue to revel in the essence of the State squirming. When your owned by the
State, its important that everyone involved understands their responsibilities and the repercussions of maltreatment.
My kids mean more to me than anything. Judge McDaniels was a bad guy, and wanted to know that his secret was safe.
Clearly that is not the case.
|Carolyn at age 47 on Presidents Day
|I am very happy to see you George
|Carolyn August 2009
|No child should have to suffer
|No child should be abused